(as in TUNGANGA mode!)
Okay .... Fine...
4 movies in a row..
6 MUGS of coffee...
I have done everything today to give in to my whims... trying desperately to entertain myself..
what the hell was i thinking? who am i trying to fool?
Now what? darn it... i still feel miserable..
=(
i spent the whole 24 hours on doing unproductive things..
i'm still not happy..
from where i am sitting i have a full view of a mall's open lot where some Indians are playing cricket..
i envy their energy, can still hear the thugs of the bat hitting the ball...
i wish i have the same energy to pull my self up from the deep distress i'm feeling right now??
i'm praying that God grants me the courage to get-up once again and face another day by tomorrow..
coz i know that even if energy and courage are something available at the stores...
i still couldn't possibly afford to buy it..